with nothing but your t-shirt on

ok so.. i just read like my old post things and wow.
i think i have pretty much grown up a lot since then haha.
Anyways, ima junior =] i can remember exactly when i was a freshman and evenn 7th and 8th grade.. i feel like i've been living in the past this entire time, and i kinda still am. But from now on, i'm stopping that! =]
no one that i know knows this exists (i think?), so i need to vent and all. PEOPLEEEE are getting on my nerves. And like, they aren't even purposely doing it. I'm just so annoyed by mainly everyone haha. High school has sooo much drama, for realz. But even through all that bullshit, i probably wouldn't trade it for anything. There's something about it that makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. hahaa. And i like being an official upperclassmen, it's totally cool. Like really, i'm 16. I'm so young. haha. I love it so much, and i never wanna grow up and go to college. I'd probably kill myself in college..i know "college is a good time" but im not ready for that yet and i still wanna have that high school bullshit.. like the bonfires, the fights, the drama, stopping at people's lockers and seeing every one of your best friends every day. Even when everything sucks (like right now), it's great. Because 30 years from now, i'm not going to be thinking about how miserable i was in high school all the time, i will be thinking about how i'm fucking 46 and i wish i was 16 again.. haha. I bet you any money those will be my exact words. Anywho, old people envy us. But no one understands how hard it is to be a teenager these days though. There's so much more shit going on than back then. I'm not even lying. But who cares..i'm young, you're old =]
I STILL HAVE MY YOUTH!!!!
haha charlie, oh i misss you!