This is going to be really random just because i'm really bored and happy..

NO STUDY ISLAND!!! Thank you Mrs. Straka!

Woot. Well, church was long because it was confirmation time. I sat by Mrs. Barker up in the choir loft and she kills me lol. "That damn organ is so loud i can't even hear myself think!" lolololol saw nate and he called me today for some reason. I probably should call him back but i'm not going to because i'm a bitch and i'll stop right there. I don't like talking on the phone that much lol so there. I can't believe thanksgiving is already here. Is it just me, or is this year going by REALLY fast? I can't wait for Christmas! I'm sad because when we had kaufmanns they always had a sale the day after thanksgiving where a bunch of people waited outside at freakin 6 in the morning and the first 300 people(i think) got these 15 dollar off cards. LOL yeahhhhhh we used to do that. It was like a whole family event hahaha. Seriously, like my aunt, uncle, cousin, grandma, parents, my sister. Hahaha. Good times. It was like zero degrees. Yeah but i don't think they're doing that this year because well it's macy's now. and macy's is too damn expensive. Well anyways, i'm kind of glad that my family is close because it's crazy when they're around and since i barely get to hang out with my friends, they make up for it. SOMETIMES. lol I watched some of the movie Click yesterday and it was sad. The end was. I can't wait for everything that's coming up....

THANKSGIVING
AMISH COUNTRY(well maybe, even though it's kind of boring lol)
SHOW CHOIR TO BE OVER(i don't have a partner, therefore, i don't have to do that much dancing, thank God!)
CONCERT BAND
SEMI!!
CHRISTMAS EVE!
CHRISTMAS!!


whatever else there is. lol that's all i can remember. byee

baby, it's cold outside!

I'm cold!

I think things are going to be okay. I didn't think so today because when i woke up my mom said my uncle was in CCU. But after church we took katie to drivers ed and i had a half hour until show choir so me and my mom went to go see my aunt and cousin. We were laughing and that made me happy so they weren't stressing out. During show choir (since people on the side hardly do anything..YES) i called my mom to see how he was doing and she said that it's not his heart and he gets to go home! So yay. I'm pumped. Thanksgiving will be normal :) nothing else is going on. I finally got to eat something at 5 because today was so busy. Thank God for BK! Saved my life. bye!

I can't handle this..

My aunt took my uncle to the hospital a little bit ago because he didn't feel well and they think it's his heart. I'm a little scared. I wish my mom would go down to see if my aunt is okay. Man if something happens i don't think our family could handle it...


Okay...happy things. Went to the mall in robinson today. I went into Macy's with my mom and we were attacked by perfume people. I have like a whole bunch of samples and stuff in my pockets lol Woah we smelt good when we came out of there. So I started cleaning my room and I got too lazy. Now looking at it, it looks about 100x worse than before. I'm too tired to do anything right now. Gotta go to mass in the morning and then show choir. Ew. I'm listening to hellogoodbye. They're pretty good and I just bought their cd today. Yep. Well, I'm probably going to go to sleep in an hour or so and hopefully things will be okay in the morning. Hopefully. Goodnight.

shootme

The bleeding of my leg has stopped. It's been bleeding since last night lol it scared me because i though i was going to have to take the 4,000,000th trip to the ER. lol The mall thing was good cause we missed most of school. We got back and no one in my 2nd lunch freakin' told me they weren't going the 4th period and i went. I WAS PISSED. lol now i have a buncha math homework. But i'll copy lino's, even if it is wrong. Too bad. I don't even know what going on in that class since i missed it yesterday and today. Same with spanish. Well i never have a clue what's going on in spanish. I'm freaking bored right now and i'm about to shoot myself (hence the title) because weird things are going on in my home enviornment, plus i'm bored as hell. lol mkayyy. omg i haven't used the phrase "omg" in a while. Life is gay just because i live in this town and there is nothing to do and no one to hang out with. GAYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

oww

i cut my leg and it hurts :(

Went on a road trip to...uhh i don't even know lol somewhere by OU. It was interesting. We spent like half of the time in the car haha LONG car ride. It wasn't really but boy it felt long. Yep. I'm tired and my leg effing hurts dammit. Oops it slipped.

Happy birthday to charla!

Till the day i die...

i have a spanish test tomorrow...

i have no idea what i'm doing.

herteachingstylessuckandimnottheonlyonethatthinksso.

ohh

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all around me are familar faces, worn out places, worn out faces

Still have that song stuck in my head.

So I thought today would suck ass since we had a million practices. It didn't suck that much though. The only bad part would be me failing a test lol Well i think i did, if i did oh well. My momma couldn't come pick me up between band and show choir so i went with charles and chris to pizza hut. Ohhh it was funny lol. Seriously, If you ever get a chance to hang out with anyone you want, choose them lololol okay. Well, Show Chior: I CAN'T DANCE. I can't stress that anymore. I wish she would put like the senior girls that can dance in the front. Yeahhh. I dunno if I'm going to go thursday. i'm still thinking about that..and do we really have nothing to do tomorrow and thursday? like no practices at all? Friday we get out of school to play for the opening of a store in the mall. Uh huh. K bye.





All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
The tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
I went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello, teacher
Tell me what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me




You think the lyrics are depressing, you should listen to the song. lol. It's sad. I only found it on myspace though.

Mad World

Ohh my gosh that song is stuck in my head. I played it like 20438587 times on here. It's really good though. Kinda depressing but it's good. Mad world- Michael Andrews

Anyways, I was looking online at that movie I was talking about and it's not scary at all, so i dunno why the hell i was so scared. Probably because of the ambulance lol. I can't believe this weekend is over already. I'm so tired. I've slept a whole lot and i've been dreaming like crazy. I think everytime I've taken a nap or went to bed I had a weird dream. Today I took a nap after we took katie to drivers ed and I had a dream that while I was sleeping charla came in and i woke up and we just talked about random stuff, it was so weird because it felt like a real dream. It was like I was sleeping then charla was there. Hahaha weird. Then I had one about somebody having a party, then the band was at the movie theatre and chris walked in and sat all the way on the other side of the band haha it was funny. Then in the dream I was out to dinner with markie and someone else (i don't remember) and there was a family sitting on the floor drinking and markie took the guy's wine bottle and was drinking it and i drank some too. It was REALLY weird and I don't want to go to bed and have another weird dream. hahahaha. Youth group was hilarious today because me and mikey had a group and we walked around going to em, matt, and leah who were pretending to be saints. All we did was laugh because mikey is hilarious. I miss him haha that sucks cause he's been on crutches since july and has to wear them until february lol damn football! yeahhhh. I can't wait till we have a day off that the fran doesn't because i want to go back and see everyone. Well, mainly mrs. miller because i miss her a LOT.

BYE.

does anybody remember..

the movie THE HALLOWEEN TREE?

It's been killing me to think of what it was called and katie told me lol All I remember was when i was little i used to rent it every saturday night after church and i would get so scared watching it and sometimes i was too scared, but i rented it all the time. The only part i remember was a boy getting taken away in an ambulance and a bunch of kids that had to save his life. Well I dunno lol

i was one WEIRD kid.


ah ha found it on the internet. Made in 1993 and based on the book by Ray Bradbury. Hmm, i wonder if I can get this movie online..i want to watch it and i'm sure Our Town doesn't have it anymore.

People = Amazingly stupid

CoLoRfUl

The only way I remember the colors of the rainbow.. ROY G BIV

Lol I just figured all that out last year from mrs. powell. And I was thinking about that "I saw mommy kissing santa clause" song because it was on jeopardy (woah had to use spell check there) and I remember how I just got what the song meant like last year. I thought that the kid's mom was cheating on her husband with Santa Clause...and typing that out makes me feel a tad bit retarded. LOL WOW...yeah so I'm glad I clarified that.

Anyways, I actually went to choir like I said I was. It was all old people though. Mostly guys. Me and Teresa we the only girls and sopranos (besides mrs. shell but she doesn't count) Ohh man that was funny. Old people = hilarious. Especially Peter because he is FUNNY. I think that's his name, I have no clue. i can't stand mrs. shell's brother. He is VERY annoying. Oh well. We're singing this really pretty song that has a really cool trumpet part. I think a violinist is coming in to play it though. Violinist..is that right. Whatever, I have some extra credit to be doing since this is a one in a million chance..CIAO!

WTF?

I still have a headache.

I have to make a brochure (sp?) for health tomorrow. Whoever makes the best one get theirs put in the office (oh, how exciting. I really want to win now) I already saw Rebecca M.'s and hers is a sure winner lol She is so controlling. We're doing our prayer service together and she did it all by herself, so basically I have no idea what the hell we're doing. Just like some people were saying, she wants to do it by herself because she's scared she'll get a bad grade. That's fine with me though. I don't have to do anything but read some stuff. She can do it all if she wants lol

K i think I'm going to go to choir because I haven't been there in forever..i have a buncha homework to do but oh well. That's what they make getting to school on the freakin' bus so early for..

Oww headache

Oh yes, I forgot to say that my dad took parental control off because it was like screwing up last night (well it was susposed to do that to get me off the computer lol) but that really made me mad that he put that up because 1) i don't stay on that late. and 2) i can get on here, do nothing, and still manage to get my homework done and study. That's the way it's been forever and it never was a problem before. Whatever, it's off, I'm over it.


I didn't do my spanish homework, but who cares? She's not teaching me the material and so I shouldn't have to do it if I don't know what the hell i'm doing. Right? That's too bad. Actually teach me and maybe I'll do it. Maybe.

I'll probably end up doing it tomorrow morning since it seems I'm up the whole morning. I hate riding the bus with a passion...
Just like Bob hates Phillip III with a passion. I forget who wrote that in a note to me, but it made me laugh...

Do you realize that I just typed not one, but TWO entries and no one even reads this. And, if no one reads this, then who is you? Dunno..

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHAT

I just forgot to print out my study guide for history.. Ms C is already mad at us and i can't even imagine what would happen if I forgot it.. yeah I could.

My nonie made RISSOLE today!! Rissole is the best thing you will ever eat in your life. I'm not even kidding you. Yeah, so i was at my nonie's after school. Then I went to my cousin's house to see her dress for semi. She wasn't even home so lino showed me it. He's in HUGE trouble for his report card. Funny stuff has been happening, and I just realized that my mom's side of the family is SCREWED up. I'm being serious. Well anyways, Rosie's dress is nice. Oh by the way, I got mine too. I really like it so it's all good. I wonder when it'll be done because I feel like trying it on for the freakin' 100th time lol good times. I have never tried on so many dresses in my life. Well it was me, my mom, katie, and colleen. After dress shopping we went to pizza hut (this was like, 2 weeks ago?) and it was crazy. I heard things I most definetly did not want to hear lol It's interesting going shopping with those 3. Woo yay semi!

I seem to have a cough and a headache. Nice. I feel anti-social this week without band. I can't believe tomorrow is thursday. I think I have show choir tomorrow and saturday. Saturday should be funny because me trying to dance is funny.

Made the honor role...is that what they call it? I dunno, that's what they called it at the good ole' franny. I was just talking to Becca A. about high school and we both agree it's not really that different. Well, it was for me kinda because I went from 4 kids to like 92? I think.

ME AND BECCA A. FINISHED OUR LAB!!!! Except, no salt. That sucks. Points off? Most likely.

I gotta sneak downstairs to print out that study guide, then I must go to bed so I can wake up and go to school to listen to Mr. K fill my head with things I already know, and waste about 20 minutes reviewing for a 10 question quiz, which isn't hard anyways. Oh wait, that happened today. Don't you love high school?

BUT, I love my math class and Mr. D!
Nuff said.

My heart was broke, my head was sore, what a feeling

Oh I'm pissed again. My dad put parental control on because of my gayass sister. Now I'm gonna be on all night figuring out how to get past it lol what my dad doesn't know is that he has a smart little daughter..

When she feels like being smart..

Sooo, science was funny. We were in the lab and molly was boiling what she thought was water, but all that was in there was mineral oil lol so it started siziling and splashing out. I told her it wasn't susposed to do that and mrs. straka came running over lol It was pretty funny. Plus, she wasn't wearing her goggles(i don't think anyone was, anyways) haha i love molly. Well it seems I have managed to get past parental control for myspace. Haha stupids..

bye

Why did I join show choir?

I can't dance at all..

broadway is dark tonight..

Yeah I had to make another facebook. That sucks..I'll get over it. I have to add all those pictures again though. Oh well. Last night was pretty fun except it was kinda of awkward and I felt like I was intruding on charla and charlie's date haha I was quiet. I covered my eyes during freaky parts in the movie, so i'm good. That movie was retarded though. yeah then I went home and watched other retarded scary movies till like 4:30 in the morning with my cousins and sister. I was really tired and I tried to make it upstairs to my room but didn't quite make it. I got to the couch..close enough. Spaghetti dinner was good I guess. Honestly, thank God richie was there at clean up..never thought i'd say that. Now i think i'm sick and it sucks. Or I'm going to be soon. I dunno. I was watching the jacket but then I got ADD and got on here. I've had enough movies for today. Bye.

OHHH

Ohhh am i so pissed right now. My facebook is gone..

????

I'm really tired..

Today was actually pretty good. Me and Becca pretty much got our science down so it's all good. Molly went to ND so she wasn't there today
:( and shay was crazy lol After set-up i went to show choir and then went to charlie's house. We ran to walmart and then picked charla up for her party haha That was a really scary drive because i kept trying not to say anything about her party and it was killing me. The party was funny though. Charla, once again, was mad. haha oh well. tomorrow i have no idea what is going on. I think i might go to e and e with charla and then I have no clue. I'm soooooooo tired right now. So I might go to bed. I finally can get more than 6 hours of sleep, yay! i love weekends..

It's 17, 18, 19, routine

Varsity show went well! That sucks that it's pretty much over for the seniors and marching band. Well, I guess they're happy about it, but band will suck a lot next year.

We'll manage.

Anyways, there was just a huge fight between my dogs and it was kinda funny, even though they did pretty much kill each other and my parents were freaking out. I couldn't help but laugh..it's kinda sad though lol I have tons of homework..well mostly tests. I don't want to go to the lab tomorrow because me and becca have no clue of what to do. Cause apparently i'm the stupid one at the table...oh please, just go fall of the face of the earth. Not becca, that other girl lol..i heard we might have a 2 hour delay, and i hope so. Tomorrow is busyy so i need some sleep(like i'm really going to go to sleep this early) but i'm leaving so bye.

guess who's tired!

I had a good start this morning walking over to my locker. "Nice way to start off the day" YES IT WAS!

Nobody would understand that. Anyways, school sucked as always..and it took rebecca a. and i about a whole class period to figure our science out haha. This girl next to me told me i was the least smartest person at our table. I was like (in my head, of course) "F YOU I HAVE A FREAKING B IN THIS CLASS AND YOU HAVE A C!!" Goshh and it took me forever to get that B too lol

It's freezing and I'm happy that i found pictures that were on my old hard drive. I thought they were gone forever, but i'm lucky my dad's a smart guy lol


byebye

Hola gato flaco!

I have no homework! Shocker!

Today was hectic, well school was anyways. Ahh i hate school. In most of my classes we did nothing at all, so i dunno what was wrong with it lol day of the dead is tomorrow and we are having a fiesta. Plus, Paul is bringing in tacos! YES! I wish it was the freaking weekend already. It's getting close though!! Tomorrow is the varsity show and i'm tired. bye.